Friday, February 15, 2008
did i make a mistake
*title* seriously... i feel so... maybe its because hl influenced me... she just quitted! ahh, without telling me, she only told me this afternoon. *i aint quitting on u LOLOLOL,it just comes to mind* she kena gastrics, cuz she overworked and doin have time to eat. i also, but i nv kena gastrics. i only lose weight, haha!!!
seriously thats the only thing i 'losed' from this job. ya RIGHT. maybe its because i had to go out real early this morning, so i feel it is very chi li... the only thing good is lose weight, well cuz i nv ate dinner and breakfast yesterday nite(wrking till freaking 10pm) and this morning
last 2 days i was on my own for 4 or 5 hours ALONE, ALL BY MY SELF!! million of ppl go by there to buy stuff lor... i have no 1 to help me grrr... 5 -6 is the busy hr... i wanna die
this morning--read below
dun even get me started on money... i have to come early every day, leave late, if the total amt is undercharged more than 5, have to dock my pay!! WTF!! my pay only a pathetic 4.5, still dock, somemore 多做多错, i manage to squeeze through,otherwise i have to pay. customers piss me off, nvm. customer come and ask this ask that when im at my busiest! FINE i still can. tons of codes, fine i can. the only thing i cant stand is DOCK MY FREAKING PATHETIC PAY wad if 1 day i screwed up and lose all the money in the cashier? what if i lose so much that my pay for the whole month can covered up?
btw did i mention they need me more than i need them? cuz they lack cashiers, and NOW i know why..
im getting sick... of this job, i touch thousands on dollars a day yet they are not MINE... grr.. but i will nv steal la, dun worry.
then the freaking counter is damn small, and when ppl buy alot, then expect fast, then dun move things away from the freaking counter, then i no space, which means i slow WTF!!
the workers r good, easy to talk too, just that when it gets busy, i cant take it long queues. then there live alot of old ppl, i dunno dialect la... always distrub me when im at the busiest
im realising that i have short attention span, izzt just me or every1 is doing feeling this way? i cant decide on what job to do. no wonder i like film making, aft 1 project, finish it, and start a new 1 haha. ever changing, like finishing exploring it, then that's it.
u know why? cuz i din complain when i have to wake up at 5.45 am aft finishing 8hrs of work on val day's, at 10pm, and sleeping at 12. went to become a PA, production assistance. the 1 who does everything... or the dirty job. met keryn, siti and juan at city hall station at 6.30
it is spop mtv, collaboration between medicorp and rp. so they asked if there are some students to help out, no pay -.-" but its for the learning experience
suppose to meet all the mediacorp ppl at 7am, they are late...
i was seriously expecting old people, no la, 40++ dunno y i sterotype them tt way, but they are all youngsters! 20++, maybe cuz its SPOP
it is abt the song 'wedding', sang by a gal and a guy, i dun remember their names, not a fan of tt show or them at all. they even told us not to go ask for their autographs, purrlsh.. give me i also dun 1...
we went to the amerian church, and it was old, really old. the care taker opened the gates for us.
the caretaker damn shuai haha to me la. he lives there :o wa, i wonder what he does taking care of the church? what he does for a living, cuz he HAS to ake care of the church all day
so wad does the PAs do? carry stuff,move stuff, clean the scene b4 shooting, buy food
they prepare a single scene can take half the day lor... i dying there... wait and wait and wait. lucky they not fierce people, just bossy, but tt is a good thing. very prepared, organised
i dun mind all that, film making gives me a sense of acheivement, while cashier doesnt. let's just say, making people happy isnt my 'sense of achievement' haha.
cashier made me lose alot of things too, my passion for food, i dun feel like eating anymore, maybe its damn stress.
we saw the stars and wasnt :o at all nope. we walked all the way from city hall to bugis just to buy STIPUD lunch, i dun mind if im NOT working on tt day.. buy lunch for 40 people, on a budget of $80 in city hall area, which is 2 per lunch, HELLO~~ city hall area, min is 3 already siao. tts y we walked to bugis grr... somemore they called us to rush us... hello~~ city hall to bugis, 40 packets of rice, how to fast? packing food also need time de ma. im helping keryn to complain lol!
then they want us to clean the place, outside is full of leaves, there are tables and chairs, so we swept all the leaves to the circumference, so wad u c is clean place, zoom out, leaves all around.
IMO, i think it would be better if they leave the leaves alone, more natural.
then keryn CONFIRM say it's MTV. so i asked does that mean mtv=fake? she goes yea, all pretty nothing else LOL!
but i din complain la, cuz im too fascinated when i c cameras and tripods lol!!
just now was talking to huiling on coming with the reasons to quit our jobs, her aunt says no 1 wants to stay working there... i see.
we decided to tell them we r quitting at 6 pm, y? cuz i end my job at 6. simple haha!
technically its at 7, cuz aft waiting for the 6pm auntie to start her job and then wait for the queues to dissovle before i can really go, then i have to count money... grr... MING KU!!
