Tuesday, June 10, 2008
it seems like i'm doing the same thing everyday
and some how, i like doing all these things lol
learning how to photoshop, learning the guitar and piano (i learn 1 song each day :o amazing)
watching tv, blogging, getting inspirations, forgetting to eat cuz i'm so engross with learning, listening to songs (i guess i miss listening to songs), discovering new things about my family.
i'm cleaning the house and they are so smart to leave everything around the house.
i see bills, letters, more bills, and sometimes their journals hahaha!! oops!
but anyway, after 光明正大 reading their journals, my bro's to be exact, i begin to realised i have a brother! hahaha, i feel that i'm neglecting him and vice versa. everyday i leave house earlier then everyone, and came home later then everyone. and i want to do is bath and go to sleep.
i manage to "stay in contact" with my sis and mum, because they always like to 'gather' at my bedroom when i really want to sleep *how self-less of them.*
then we talk. my bro would be busy with msning and games.
so anyway, i feel that God is trying to tell me something after reading his journal. so i'm asking god, how should go around talking to him, he is like a stranger who lives with me. we don't talk, we play. the only thing we talk about is halo-ing hahahah and how great i am/he is when we beat each other. if i dun halo with him, i wont even talk to him. good and healthy relationship huh.
i always feel that there is nothing to talk about. no matter who, like close friends, family etc.
then i got the urgued to write out a list i'm interested in, then i've got another urge to write things i know about my brother and i feel that this is a hint from god.
i am so proud of myself lol! because this list is quite long. i din know there are so many things that interest me or i'm interested in talking about
praise the lord!
but when it comes to my brother. woah, short list.
u know those matching word for word game, then u strike off those that matches. nothing matches. ehhhh
u r gonna work harder, jin gui.
