it's a zorse. what a name

was suppose to go out with peeps in w45q today, but somehow i developed fever last night. like suddenly la. whole body ache.. so i din go out. DAMN, i was so looking forward. was struggling if i should go or not, so i made a bet with God, over 37.5 degrees i won't go. so took out a thermometer, and it was 38 degrees :O

i was feeling better aft laying in bed for like 3 hrs, couldn't sleep. praying and talking with God.

thanks to hui min, a friend at church, i learnt that i talk with God, not to Him. "to" is one sided, "with" is 2 sided, a relationship. she 'screamed' at me, when i said "to", fierce sia. but ya, i got where she's going.

there is so many things in my life i had to change, because now "God is my ceo", i got that from a book title. haha. songs and movies to delete, cuz they are well, not "good". attitude to change, way of talking to change etc etc. struggling again, especially music :'( but i believe I CAN DO IT!! yeah!!

oh oh, i took some pictures at sunday school, they are SO cute hhaha

oh my, i feel old once i think of them growing up and wondering if they would remember me. gahhh!