Sunday, May 17, 2009
i love how God changes plan without letting me know, little surprises. i plan to spend my sunday doing research or something after church.. yea, boring life.
we had a celebration for pastor kris and mag, and we did another version of im yours, lyrics changed. then we r suppose to wear very nerdy, high waist pants etc. DAMN UGLY la! but andy is really funny, looks so nerdy, especially when he slouches. ha!
so we made everyone promised not to take pictures or post anything on facebook. HAHA!
arazlites did a skit for mag, like how zhi wei and mag met, that's how they imagined it to be. it was super funny! especially when ben played mag, with that wig!
ah well, it was fun!
then had a meeting with the adults.. for children church. honestly, i was bored to tears. not that i dun care abt that ministry, just that im tired of serious stuff, i want something entertaining hhaa
after that my bag was in uth room, and every one for one love soccer match. today was the last match, the other matchs i din go, lazy and research and more lazyness. anyway, i decided to join them for this time round, maybe cause got hui min and alvernia to pei me go, so i felt motivated haha.
talked alot to them. reached
we won :D 3rd place! woohoo~
then sat on the swinging bench, and whoa... headache now. but i enjoyed just doing nothing but talk to people. i dont care who. i need some fresh air, closer to nature! woohoo~
pastor xiao hua prayed for me for the end of meeting, and somehow i wished that she can see some visions about me*she's our church visionary hahaha!!* and tell me my future, like what am i doing, serving God is which part etc. and in the end, she said what i said before. exact same words that i said to my sis while i was complaining abt IG stuff, that 我不追求名分。but somehow in a different context, this time in serving in church, it is my attitude.
but still, she hasnt, no i meant, God hasn't decide to reveal to me the answers to my qns.
ah well. one day.
my house has been invaded by strangers on sat, i feel so emo, because im stuck in 2 rooms for the whole day while they fix the kitchen. making sushi in my room was the bomb... so i was cranky.. and went to church to get pissed off by my bro.i was so angry... that i gave that face. i know i shouldnt but i just cant help it.
being kept in a room/house for too long, frustrates me. and plus the mess at home, turns me off.
then after decorating uth room, on sat, i din wanna go home. first time in my life, got home but dun feel like going back.. so i stayed downstairs. watching, listening, asking. seeking forgiveness for my attitude, and His reply was, it's ok to feel angry... but not the actions. conforting n gulity.
remembered it once again when pastor Kris was giving her bday speech haha. to be honest with our feelings to one another. idk, but it spoke to me. alot.
lesson learnt.
time to sleep
